bitter ... party of ....

I just read my last post, looks like I was a little pissy. The end is very near and I am feeling a lot better. Derrick should be home sometime between October 8th and the 15th or so. He has to go through a few places before his final destination home here in Columbus, OH. Everyone keeps asking me "are you excited?" and I would say more than excited, I just feel more calm and relaxed than I have in a long time. Derrick is my comfort zone. He is the factor in my life that makes everything feel safe and normal. I am ready to get back to my normal life, more ready than I have ever been for anything.